UNREQUITED LOVE

I kept standing at your closed door
With a bouquet in my hand

I kept knocking at your locked heart
With a humble and modest desire

My heart was was heavy with burden of your thoughts
Not that i knew that yours wasn't

I committed this sin, of fancying you
While for you it's just annoyance

I keep telling the world, my pathetic story
I earn a thousand pity, i write allegory

I pretend i'm the one, who bore the most pain
Out in the lonely miserable universe

You keep telling the world, "he's just a rat,
Chasing me all the way, like a creepy old cat."

So i am now shown my own place,
At the dirty little corner no one can find a trace

I've thrown away the desire, the erotic tales
That i harbored with care, waiting to unveil

The roses are gone, they're rotting in drove
They're cursed by me, my unrequited love.



---With (No)Love , SDR

JUST AFTER YOU

Just after the rise of the sun
The smile of yours fills my eyes
Just before the end of the day
I long for your glimpse, at bay

Just before the stars twinkle
Your smooth cheeks does that for me
Just after the first bird tweets
I long for your voice so sweet

Just after the red rose blooms
Your lips start to resemble it
Just before butterflies fly
You spread your wings to see me by

Just before the darkness prevails
You are the light of my life
Just before I break down in tears
It's your thought that I can't anymore bear

Just before my heart runs out
I would love to be touched by you
Just after I learn you're a dream
I'll sleep for eternity, I'd stop its scream.

BEREAVEMENT

My hopes are about to die
My heart is all but crippled
With an ominous looking sky,
My spirit is totally shackled.

I've tried very hard to cope
Trying to to forget all my heartache
I could go no far but mope
I've failed to balm on my mistake

All the wishful treasures that I had
To touch others' life with my love
I've locked the doors with a thud
There's only a useless heap of trove.

I had desired a life full of bliss
Where scope of a smile was adamant
It was a dreadful task to accomplish
The poisonous pursuit made me broken, malignant.

I'm still alive with dead cold heart
Unable to feel or to try to reinvent
Deep down I know, what little I have left
It's living with myself, my own bereavement.

--Suman Dutta Roy

INTIMACY

I keep on burning my eyes

With the illusive light of hope

It's merely real, free of all vice

But it's something I'll never be able to cope

I can't stop measuring your trail

Lining up the smallest grains of sand

I'm clueless how your impressions on grass prevail

I can feel the softness of your feet with my hand

I keep researching with your trail left behind

Running out of variables for my equations to bind

I may fail again to predict a glimpse of you

It's rather easy to be lost in your impressions' view

I'll always remember the scent of our intimacy,

It might be able to show me the way towards you

But  your fragrance is so intoxicating to me

It keeps me getting back to your fantasy

I'm inveterate with the warmth of your body,

With the untraceable curves and endless cusps

I might not be able to solve their mystery,

I'll  just be sank into the god's own craft

Sometimes I wonder what are all these

A spell, an enchantment, a deadly conspiracy

Devised by you to keep you with me

While still keeping yourself away..

-----BY S.D.R. ..........:)

Pulchritude

From the glittering of your eyes
I see the light of the day
They enlighten me with knowledge
Of the desires I have on the edge


Your darkened hair makes me wonder
Of the night we were alone
The distance between us was nether
But it seemed like a lightyear as ever


I have never been to the mountain
That has the curves of your pink lips
They seem like a trap made of twin
As if my soul is eclipsed in between


As i touch your neck in my dreams
My tactioception fulfills its meaning
Your body responses with joy and shiver
My heartbeat synchronizes with it forever


You let me go deep down with you
To discover more valleys of love never seen
I get lost in them and rest my soul
To be never waken up again


And i wish that i make you fragrant
With the warmth of inside of my heart
The scent of your body beats any flower
That god might have made in heaven for shower


Yes i know its a mere dream
And you are far,far away
But I find you in me every moment i spend
I'll be with you to the line till the end
**********************
By Suman Dutta Roy

THE ROSE AND THE TALE OF A GRASS

Oh rose,all these years i've been with you

 I've seen you blush to pink

 I've seen you flaunt your red

 I've seen you sleep at night

 With ur cheeks coming out of the wrap

 Shining in the moonstruck light

I came across all your colors

 They change with the moves of the sun

 As if telling the untold story

 Of your tears which i see every dawn

Wonder why were you made so charming

 Your beauty kills each trace of my life

 No wonder why are you so full of pride

 Why your thorns make owning you a strife

All these years i've been below you

 You never even looked down to me

 I kept holding your soil so that you dont fall

 Never you cared to say thank you

I wonder what hideous creature i am

 What to tell,i'm just a grass

 Yes, you heard that totally right 

 I'm just a little thing so crass

Every human loves you, 

 Wants to take you in hands

 Wants to touch you and feel you

 Gift you to the lovers fulfilling their demands

I neither desrve to look at you

 Nor i want to make do

 The scorching sun helps me

 He tells me to fade to which im due

But with the advent of the rain

 I've gone out of my mind again

 My fluids are high,my shades deeper

 My heart coming out of the cage

You have so many lovers to keep you flattered

 At the moments of your happiness

 But once look around when the days are lonely

 You might see the green of my heart...i confess.

--S.D.R.

A Drop Of Water

I've been waiting here for the drop of a water

The drop of a water on the green leaf

I don't know how it is still there

Im just waiting like a thief.


I've waited for years before

The time when hope was strong

Never too alarmed by the intensity

Of my thirst that things can go wrong.


Since then it has been a long run

And innumerable things that i learn

All these years i've lived in the oasis

To explore the desert is the way to earn.


The torrid sands are yet to burn my feet

My body, my mind and my soul to defeat

Still i no more feel the thirst

Which once used to come out burst

Nor i seek the rain to come

That neither cares the winter nor the autumn

Only it cares the promise it makes

To drench the soil with love whatever it takes


But the sands are too cruel

Conspiring with the sun,

Never lets the clouds to bless,

Evil remains so stern.


So i've passaged a long way around

Never knowing what to seek

And now i see the drop there

Coming down rolling off green peak


The thirst doesn't bother anymore,

The drop only soothes my soul

The doubts of reality no more torments,

Do not care whether a mirage or a ghoul,


The only thing i want to do is

To stare at the beautiful bead,

To pray to god to keep it safe

In the conciousness of my head.

                               ---S.D.R.