tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-895416349529615762024-02-20T14:16:17.791-08:00my lines & expressionsSumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-66307395971356649112015-07-12T09:58:00.001-07:002015-07-12T10:00:44.269-07:00UNREQUITED LOVE<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I kept standing at your closed door<br />
With a bouquet in my hand<br />
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I kept knocking at your locked heart<br />
With a humble and modest desire<br />
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My heart was was heavy with burden of your thoughts<br />
Not that i knew that yours wasn't<br />
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I committed this sin, of fancying you<br />
While for you it's just annoyance<br />
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I keep telling the world, my pathetic story<br />
I earn a thousand pity, i write allegory<br />
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I pretend i'm the one, who bore the most pain<br />
Out in the lonely miserable universe<br />
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You keep telling the world, "he's just a rat,<br />
Chasing me all the way, like a creepy old cat."<br />
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So i am now shown my own place, <br />
At the dirty little corner no one can find a trace<br />
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I've thrown away the desire, the erotic tales<br />
That i harbored with care, waiting to unveil<br />
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The roses are gone, they're rotting in drove<br />
They're cursed by me, my unrequited love.<br />
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---With (No)Love , SDR<br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-64937841852342984732015-07-05T10:42:00.000-07:002015-07-05T10:43:00.269-07:00WAITING ON YOUR TRAIL..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Come each afternoon, I look out of the window<br />
For the sign of your blue veil, dangling off your shoulder<br />
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It reminds me of the waves, the infinite power source<br />
As you hold the key to my life, providing me the drops of it<br />
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As you walk over the green, they feel blessed by you<br />
For each movement of you is surreal, reminds me of deity<br />
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To your child-like mellifluous giggle, everything else seems noise<br />
I desire you could do the same to me, with your lips so close to my ears<br />
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I wish you could sit beside me, so I could gaze upon you<br />
I could feel the brightness of your skin, to my hearts content<br />
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I wish you were so close to me, that I could feel your breath<br />
That our cheeks could collide, and let our lips do the dive<br />
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Your thoughts are so complicated, so as I never get a guage<br />
If I could bury my face in your heart, to see what's inside...<br />
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But I lose my way to your heart, as your softness makes me numb<br />
I could hardly open my eyes, I've found the brightest corner in the dark<br />
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As I wrap my hands around you, your fragrance makes me crazy<br />
I wish my heart was to my right, so it could synchronize with yours<br />
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Wish I could explore all about you, the depths and valleys that you possess<br />
But you're so deep and vast, you're infinite, as if I'm lost in nature itself<br />
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But I'm not lost, though I want to be, I'm still here at my window,<br />
Waiting on your trail, as thirsty as ever, as you'll be my mirage forever....<br />
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---SDR<br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-72067743868344448842015-06-14T10:30:00.000-07:002015-06-14T10:31:20.791-07:00JUST AFTER YOU<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Just after the rise of the sun<br />
The smile of yours fills my eyes<br />
Just before the end of the day<br />
I long for your glimpse, at bay<br />
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Just before the stars twinkle<br />
Your smooth cheeks does that for me<br />
Just after the first bird tweets<br />
I long for your voice so sweet<br />
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Just after the red rose blooms<br />
Your lips start to resemble it<br />
Just before butterflies fly<br />
You spread your wings to see me by<br />
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Just before the darkness prevails<br />
You are the light of my life<br />
Just before I break down in tears<br />
It's your thought that I can't anymore bear<br />
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Just before my heart runs out<br />
I would love to be touched by you<br />
Just after I learn you're a dream<br />
I'll sleep for eternity, I'd stop its scream.</div>
Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-66869179269861691602015-06-07T10:55:00.002-07:002015-06-07T10:56:07.547-07:00BEREAVEMENT<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
My hopes are about to die<br />
My heart is all but crippled<br />
With an ominous looking sky,<br />
My spirit is totally shackled.<br />
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I've tried very hard to cope<br />
Trying to to forget all my heartache<br />
I could go no far but mope<br />
I've failed to balm on my mistake<br />
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All the wishful treasures that I had<br />
To touch others' life with my love<br />
I've locked the doors with a thud<br />
There's only a useless heap of trove.<br />
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I had desired a life full of bliss<br />
Where scope of a smile was adamant<br />
It was a dreadful task to accomplish<br />
The poisonous pursuit made me broken, malignant.<br />
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I'm still alive with dead cold heart<br />
Unable to feel or to try to reinvent<br />
Deep down I know, what little I have left<br />
It's living with myself, my own bereavement.<br />
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--Suman Dutta Roy</div>
Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-52831069277074907922015-05-26T03:04:00.000-07:002015-05-26T11:52:51.587-07:00INTIMACY<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I keep on burning my eyes</div>
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With the illusive light of hope</div>
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It's merely real, free of all vice</div>
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But it's something I'll never be able to cope</div>
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I can't stop measuring your trail</div>
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Lining up the smallest grains of sand</div>
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I'm clueless how your impressions on grass prevail</div>
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I can feel the softness of your feet with my hand</div>
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I keep researching with your trail left behind</div>
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Running out of variables for my equations to bind</div>
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I may fail again to predict a glimpse of you</div>
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It's rather easy to be lost in your impressions' view</div>
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I'll always remember the scent of our intimacy,</div>
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It might be able to show me the way towards you</div>
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But your fragrance is so intoxicating to me</div>
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It keeps me getting back to your fantasy</div>
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I'm inveterate with the warmth of your body,</div>
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With the untraceable curves and endless cusps</div>
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I might not be able to solve their mystery,</div>
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I'll just be sank into the god's own craft</div>
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Sometimes I wonder what are all these</div>
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A spell, an enchantment, a deadly conspiracy</div>
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Devised by you to keep you with me</div>
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While still keeping yourself away..</div>
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-----BY S.D.R. ..........:)</div>
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-64158075347288613362014-10-25T03:17:00.002-07:002015-05-26T11:53:01.746-07:00Pulchritude<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
From the glittering of your eyes<br />
I see the light of the day<br />
They enlighten me with knowledge<br />
Of the desires I have on the edge<br />
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Your darkened hair makes me wonder<br />
Of the night we were alone<br />
The distance between us was nether<br />
But it seemed like a lightyear as ever<br />
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I have never been to the mountain<br />
That has the curves of your pink lips<br />
They seem like a trap made of twin<br />
As if my soul is eclipsed in between<br />
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As i touch your neck in my dreams<br />
My tactioception fulfills its meaning<br />
Your body responses with joy and shiver<br />
My heartbeat synchronizes with it forever<br />
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You let me go deep down with you<br />
To discover more valleys of love never seen<br />
I get lost in them and rest my soul<br />
To be never waken up again<br />
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And i wish that i make you fragrant<br />
With the warmth of inside of my heart<br />
The scent of your body beats any flower<br />
That god might have made in heaven for shower<br />
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Yes i know its a mere dream<br />
And you are far,far away<br />
But I find you in me every moment i spend<br />
I'll be with you to the line till the end<br />
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By Suman Dutta Roy</div>
Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-47364109172276269902014-06-15T04:47:00.002-07:002015-05-26T11:51:55.558-07:00OBLIVION<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-size: large;">Through the wilderness of happiness</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I've come across a long way,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">The moments of joy,awakening of desires</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Have found there way to the doorway,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Though the thoughts of you were a burden as it seemed</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">A mere fantasy of a nincompoop,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">A deceiving mirage of a lonely desert</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Like wandering on and on in a loop,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Oh! Is this so? I didn't know..</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">This is all what YOU think,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">To me it's a beacon, a hope in the dark</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">A thread to my life,a connection, a link,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I dare hard to bear you in me</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">As pictures of the times of anguish relentless,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">So I keep on striving to save the memories</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">That threaten me to go to the oblivion of nothingness......</span><br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-78277754052481237022014-06-12T00:26:00.000-07:002015-05-26T11:51:55.569-07:00LIMERENCE<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Of all the winds that you know of</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">This is the one which is totally off,</span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Not the storm of the sky that twirls your sneses</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">Or the breeze of the night that chills in expense,</span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Nor the perspirers of the summer afternoon</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">Bred by the scorching sun and made to bloom,</span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">But this is somewaht different, you'd wonder what it is</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">It takes you by surprise and blow your mind in piece, </span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">What it is that made you look for someone you never known to</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">And to feel the unknown pain which you confused whether to let go, </span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I don't wanna let it go,I wanna let be sink</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">To judge if my blood in veins could survive your deadly blink, </span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I dare not survive this time, craving to be destroyed in peace</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">Cuz your turbulent thoughts are soothing taking me to cease, </span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I am bounded by the laws of wanting to see you</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">Instructed by my heart for desiring to touch you, </span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">To be seen by you for whatever small moments,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">Cuz now I know I've been touched by the air of limerence.... </span><br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-81958696575002232013-01-18T23:37:00.001-08:002015-05-26T11:53:15.702-07:00 Illusions<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The red of the moon and green of the sky</div>
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And a <b>darker</b> shadow that pass by</div>
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All the ways you've gone to see</div>
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The illusions those are hard to be</div>
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Nothing is like this one though</div>
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Tear your <strike>heart</strike> with and arrow from bow</div>
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The moment you think you have the balm</div>
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You've started to <b>burn</b> and wounds have begun</div>
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The sweetness of a face and soothing of a <strike>heart</strike></div>
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The <strike>promises</strike> of a phase and making a pact..</div>
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All tend to <b>dust </b>as you approach the desert</div>
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Where life is a mirage and its 'moments' are illusions....</div>
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-38805767336964501682012-06-17T07:17:00.003-07:002012-06-17T07:20:06.931-07:00THE ROSE AND THE TALE OF A GRASS<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Oh rose,all these years i've been with you</div>
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I've seen you blush to pink</div>
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I've seen you flaunt your red</div>
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I've seen you sleep at night</div>
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With ur cheeks coming out of the wrap</div>
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Shining in the moonstruck light</div>
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I came across all your colors</div>
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They change with the moves of the sun</div>
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As if telling the untold story</div>
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Of your tears which i see every dawn</div>
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Wonder why were you made so charming</div>
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Your beauty kills each trace of my life</div>
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No wonder why are you so full of pride</div>
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Why your thorns make owning you a strife</div>
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All these years i've been below you</div>
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You never even looked down to me</div>
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I kept holding your soil so that you dont fall</div>
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Never you cared to say thank you</div>
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I wonder what hideous creature i am</div>
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What to tell,i'm just a grass</div>
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Yes, you heard that totally right </div>
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I'm just a little thing so crass</div>
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Every human loves you, </div>
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Wants to take you in hands</div>
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Wants to touch you and feel you</div>
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Gift you to the lovers fulfilling their demands</div>
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I neither desrve to look at you</div>
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Nor i want to make do</div>
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The scorching sun helps me</div>
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He tells me to fade to which im due</div>
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But with the advent of the rain</div>
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I've gone out of my mind again</div>
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My fluids are high,my shades deeper</div>
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My heart coming out of the cage</div>
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You have so many lovers to keep you flattered</div>
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At the moments of your happiness</div>
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But once look around when the days are lonely</div>
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You might see the green of my heart...i confess.</div>
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--S.D.R.</div>
</div>Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0Kolkata, West Bengal, India22.572646 88.36389522.572646 88.363895 22.572646 88.363895tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-39984245168261056112012-05-18T12:22:00.001-07:002015-02-01T08:44:52.576-08:00MY LOVER and YOU<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Sometimes WHEN I feel like being in an unperturbed evening<br />
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Nothing different from a serene seashore<br />
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Detached from all my amusements<br />
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I feel so great, I feel so complete,<br />
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Being with my own, my beloved lover<br />
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My beloved lover 'Loneliness',<br />
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She is not shy to hold my hands<br />
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To hug me and kiss my lips,<br />
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She is not shy when around me is crowd,<br />
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She does not cry when none cuz of me is proud,<br />
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But she is so possessive, doesn wanna give me space<br />
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And YOU are filled in my heart to every single trace,<br />
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I know I'm not loyal,my mind roams around you,<br />
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It offends my beloved 'Loneliness'<br />
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To her it's something new,<br />
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I know she loves me so much<br />
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She can take my life too, the limit is as such,<br />
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whenever I think of you she makes it hard to breath<br />
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Thus, I know, one day my loneliness would strangle me to Death.<br />
----S.D.R.<br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-75628771890026023302012-05-09T15:14:00.000-07:002014-07-02T11:02:58.969-07:00A Drop Of Water<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I've been waiting here for the drop of a water</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The drop of a water on the green leaf</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I don't know how it is still there</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Im just waiting like a thief.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">I've waited for years before</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The time when hope was strong</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Never too alarmed by the intensity</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Of my thirst that things can go wrong.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Since then it has been a long run</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">And innumerable things that i learn</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">All these years i've lived in the oasis</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">To explore the desert is the way to earn.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The torrid sands are yet to burn my feet</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">My body, my mind and my soul to defeat</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Still i no more feel the thirst</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Which once used to come out burst</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Nor i seek the rain to come</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">That neither cares the winter nor the autumn</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Only it cares the promise it makes</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">To drench the soil with love whatever it takes</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">But the sands are too cruel</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Conspiring with the sun,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Never lets the clouds to bless,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Evil remains so stern.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">So i've passaged a long way around</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Never knowing what to seek</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">And now i see the drop there</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Coming down rolling off green peak</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The thirst doesn't bother anymore,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The drop only soothes my soul</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The doubts of reality no more torments,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Do not care whether a mirage or a ghoul,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">The only thing i want to do is</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">To stare at the beautiful bead,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">To pray to god to keep it safe</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">In the conciousness of my head.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"> ---S.D.R.</span><br />
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Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com2Kolkata, West Bengal, India22.572646 88.36389522.338053499999997 88.048038 22.8072385 88.679752tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-24295130116135534682012-04-20T13:53:00.001-07:002014-06-14T09:35:05.958-07:00Quicksand<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Down to the scorching sun of ever-pungent summer,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>How frequently things do change, as if witnessing a plunder,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>The blue lake was so pacific i saw just a moment before,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>The zephyre too was so cool, blowing right across the shore,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Didn't know when it all happened,the sun started burning,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>The lake dried, the zephyre died and the leaves stopped rustling,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>I looked for a respite and yes, i found one forever,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>She emerged out to be an illusive mirage,</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Dragging me towards the quicksand of love ridden desert...</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>---SUMAN D.R.</i></span></div>
Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-10270852772359822892011-06-03T02:52:00.001-07:002011-06-03T02:52:46.936-07:00NOW AND THEN<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">A piece of paper<br />
One torn wrapper<br />
I spent my days with<br />
Some innocent prayer,<br />
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I shaped wet soil<br />
I touched green leaves<br />
I fed little insects<br />
There was so much zeal<br />
<br />
Far from all worries<br />
I slept at serene nights<br />
When i din hav to care<br />
what's dream and what's nightmare<br />
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Wonder why grew so fast<br />
To be part of this drama as a cast<br />
Where i hav to keep track<br />
What i gained and why i lost.......<br />
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---S.D.R.</div>Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89541634952961576.post-31833177897728595022011-06-03T02:18:00.000-07:002011-06-03T02:18:28.668-07:00DESTINATIONS<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Pity on me for what I've been,<br />
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Pity on me for what I haven't seen<br />
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I've been flown away all the way by the waves,<br />
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All the way with the motion.<br />
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I could see all my destinies<br />
<br />
On the other side of the river<br />
<br />
They heckled me for the way I am me,<br />
<br />
Tormented me for the way I could'nt see,<br />
<br />
The possibilities of future.<br />
<br />
I saw them move away,<br />
<br />
I let them go further away;<br />
<br />
Never making an attempt to combat,<br />
<br />
Never knowing that I'm the cornered cat..<br />
<br />
<br />
Now I wonder what's the change,<br />
<br />
Why can't I ignore the visions in my range,<br />
<br />
Why do I feel that I shouldn't think,<br />
<br />
That an upstream should be an uphill thing..<br />
<br />
<br />
Destinations have come and gone to the darkness of oblivion,<br />
<br />
Except this new feeling breaking my heart and smashing my soul to frustration,<br />
<br />
I kept asking myself whether this feeling is a destination,<br />
<br />
Then I realized, this feeling is the PATH,<br />
<br />
Which takes me to YOU,my DESTINATION......<br />
<br />
---- by SUMAN DUTTA ROY.<br />
<br />
</div>Sumanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07395016674709984560noreply@blogger.com0